I spent my life in pain always feeling alone.Now I will spend eternity trapped under a stone.As people look down at the ground covering my bones. Every night I wander this cemetery.In a world I never found familiarity,as I look for my prosperity. As the mournful see an echo of me crossing the terrace,under the […]

Pain is my heroin; she is my only accepting bride. The more this world injects inside, the more I am able to philosophize. When the world tries to destroy me it fails, because I have already crossed that path under a ship’s sail. While inflicting pain on myself with a cat of 9 tails. When […]

Religion is nothing more than a fallacy,used to control us through our spirituality. A church is no more righteous than the thoughts in its head,and the actions of the body while it’s fed. The path to your spiritual call is not within the vanity of four walls. Or under a steeple full of flawed people […]

Those who live only in the world that’s moonlit,will be buried in it. As crows descend on a world of sin,they will consume those whose light grows dim within. In Satan’s Lair we will be eternally ensalved,if we do not love and worship the King of the saved. Being spiritually reborn allows us,to eternally change […]

We do not have the right to force our bodies to rest, and put our Lord’s love to the test. There is no peace to be found in a grave,only within the love from the King of the saved.

I am not ready to die, but I feel so much paralyzing pain inside.As my mind leans more toward suicide.I find grace from my Lord who was crucified.

Suicide is no place to hide.When things are darkest Christ will open our eyes.So we can see what we need is already deep inside.